Saturday, August 20, 2016

A Blog for Only My Dearest Friends

"No one tells you it's all about to change. There's no proximity alert, no indication that you're standing on the precipice. And maybe that's what makes tragedy so tragic. Not just what happens, but how it happens; a sucker punch that came out of nowhere, when you're least expecting it. No time to flinch or brace."
From Dark Matter: A Novel
Blake Crouch



I decide to start this blog to share my thoughts and feelings about going through this time with LucyAnn and her cancer. Your are my very closest friends which I hold most dear and who I trust with my most deepest thoughts and feelings. I have no idea how much or what I will post but it just feels important to share whatever come up with you. Just to know that others who I love will know. I feel at times scared and frightened about my ability to cope with this. Will I have the strength? Can I be there to support LucyAnn as well as taking care of myself. At other times, when I can stay in the moment, feel hopeful. I will share, not to burden you, but to unburden myself. And maybe to lean on you a little emotionally.

So that's my first post. We'll see how it goes. Thank you for being there. I love you all.

Barry

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